January 2012
Finally:) <3
I have been waiting for this a long time…I finally got my acceptance to Rutgers New Brunswick! it feels sooo good to get into Arts and sciences and get into the college i truly wanted to go too! Im happy all the stress is out of my life and i can smile and be happy for the future. But until then… IMA FUCK SHIT UPP!!!! :)
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Thoughts, 1/22/12
It has been brought to my attention that time is slipping right on by. I can’t believe that we are about to finish our first semester in our senior year! people have been non-stop talking about prom and graduation. I can’t help but have sad thoughts or scared thoughts as I realize the truth. I have been alone for sooo long. All this prom talk as got me thinking… I’m not going to get asked, at least i feel that way. And with the whole relationship thing… As much as i wish i could be like ” yea, i don’t care” the truth is i do. People keep telling me Mani just wait the right guy will come along just wait. Yea, right i sure hope so. Sometimes i feel there is something wrong with me…that’s why I’ve been alone all my life, As if I’m not worthy or worth love, that I’m not beautiful in anyway for someone to love me. I am aware that I’m not that pretty nor do i have an incredible body, but am i that bad? That you can take a second to really get to know me or stick around long enough to find out? I hope soon i can find somebody i can give my love too who won’t rip my heart to pieces and really love me for me.”I may not have the prettiest face for you to look at, and tiniest waist for you to hold, but i promise, i have the biggest heart to love you with” Oh Mr.Right please don’t pass me by… P.s comeee soon ! </3
Don’t judge my journey until you have walked it.
